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I am a lucky girl.

No financial worries.

Pretty and lovable roomie <3333

I love my hall mates and seniors <3

Vanessa you rock! Haha, doubt you’ll see this anyway but yeah. THANK YOU DEAR! I’m really happy knowing that there is someone there for me regardless of anything :) Too bad our courses are different :(

I love hall life despite the fact that I can’t cope and I’m twirling around school aimlessly. But it’s time to tell myself to buck up. That I CAN and I MUST do it. :)

I also realise it’s time to catch up with some old friends. People whom I’ve been neglecting :X

Yeah. It’s an amazing feeling. Once a week I experience it - on the day I return to hall.

Every Sunday night, papa and mummy will send me back. Mummy will help me change my bedsheet. (yes, I’m such a lousy pok). Today, mummy ironed my clothes that were left to hang dry. She even helped me hole-punched my papers. :)

Papa taught me accountancy. At least I know a little more than I did last week. Not as lost as before even though I still stare blankly at the tutorials. But this time, it’s only the tutorials and not the textbook and notes so HAHAHA. :D

All I did as a form of thanks was to kiss them on their cheeks.

I don’t know what will happen to me without my parents.

My sister says I’m being stretched mentally, physically and socially. I think she’s right. I AM on the path to self-destruction. Like sleeping at 4am and waking up at 8am. Plus crying.

I just realised how lucky I am after coming to university and making friends with people from all walks of life. I have almost everything people want in life. The only thing I suck at is building friendships, which explains why I’m always looking at the past and not the future.

Though I generally love things now, I’m such a greedy pok pok. I want to go overseas to study. I want to live there and simply escape from everything here, be it what happened, what’s happening and what’s going to happen.

I’m so busy. So there. I don’t know if it’s good or bad. One nice senior of mine is really psychic. He can read my thoughts and fears. HAHA.