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HOORAYYYY.

Just when I thought my essays suck big time, I got a surprise. HIP HIP HOORAYYY.

Oh my god. IDA called me up for an interview XD After the call, I ran home. (Yes yes, ran)

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ I love IDA I love IDA I love IDA. HAHAHAHA. I’m overwhelmed with joy beyond words. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. But irregardless of whether I’ll be able to secure the scholarship or not, I’m still happy. At the very least, I got shortlisted for the interview. I LOVE IDA. HAHAHAHA. :D

It’s just this sudden feeling of randomness to blog. Many thoughts are racing through my head and I’ve no idea how to pen them down (or type them out) properly.

But what I’m most mindful about, I’m unable to blog about it. How ridiculously stupid. And I spoilt the laptop yet again. This time the spacebar isn’t working properly because after I ripped out the spacebar button to clean the inner parts of it and attempted to fix it back, the spacebar has been malfunctioning. Boohoohoo.

My interview is on 2nd May. I’m nervous. Double degree double degree double degree *mutters mutters mutters* Sometimes I think I must be insane to choose such a course. RARRRRR.

PS. It just dawned upon me that my blog is so kiddish ): I’ve stumbled across blogs that use words such as “banter”, “compound”, “enigmatic” etcetera on a daily basis. Mine? The most sophisticated and mind-boggling word I ever used is, erm… nevermind. I swear I shall turn this immature childish blog into something better. I shall write GP-ish style. HAHAHA. And I need a closet makeover. I think it’s embarrassing to enter a Business lecture theatre with my secondary school PE shorts and ACJC shirt. Sadly, that is my style. Or perhaps I shall change it to was. MMMMM. Very contradictory to my previous post eh?

I’m not a person who sticks to her principles firmly. I tend to conform to societal and peer pressure subtly, not overtly.

I love my secondary school friends :) Being with them feels like a whole new world. At least I don’t have to dressed up (and yet fail miserably at it) and pretend I’m mature.

Waiyee is amazing =) Smart, pretty and humorous all in one. She’s got a scholarship to study Engineering at the Imperial College of London. OMGGG. That smart girl. But she’s not boastful at all. Rather, she’s a down-to-earth person and without her here next time, it’s going to be really boring cause she’s the funniest person on earth. I swear she is XD I find myself laughing every 10 to 20 minutes with her. HAHAHA. Leong YY, I’m going to miss you ):

Joyceeeeee! =D Thank you for always boosting my ego especially today. (= Being with you made me really think positive! No matter how many times you fell, you kept standing up by yourself and attempting again and again and again. In the end, you managed to roller-blade over the hump! Unlike me, I gave up after one try ): I felt really inspired by what you said while roller-blading. =) Love ya loads <3

Muniu~~~~ I’ve hurt you rather deeply when we were in Secondary 3. I’m very sorry. Though the past can’t be erased, I’m glad that even till now, we’re still good friends and you’ve always provide a listening ear for me whenever I needed to vent out my frustrations.

Yah. It’s amazing how friends can make such an impact in your life. I don’t know what will happen to me without them. I don’t think I can imagine such a day. Anyway, roller-blading was good :) Even though I was freaking out (literally) and fell down twice, I don’t mind going again xD All thanks to what Joyce said ;) Oh, except that my feet and hands stink after roller-blading. Eeeeeewwww.

My handphone bill skyrocketed this month. ): Mummy says I have to foot the bill myself.

Anyway, this post is dedicated to YZ =D Hey babe, thank you for today. It’s awesome talking to you, or “interacting” as you put it. You’ve always been there for me and now, when I flip through my contact list and I see your name, I feel HAAAAPPPPPYYY. Because there’s someone whom I know who’s willing to listen to me :)

I’m pissed. Really really pissed. Raaarrrrrr.

Jingying, if you’re reading this, drop me a SMS okay? Before you leave for your Russia + North Europe holiday without me (*glares glares glares*), let’s drop by The Coffee Bean at Holland V to relax and read books okay? My Agatha Christie craze is coming back again =D

Was just sitting in a very conspicuous corner of the meeting room folding letters and chucking them into envelopes yesterday. As the name of the room goes, there was a meeting going on at that time. I felt quite suffocated there. Sometimes I wonder if taking a double degree in Business and Computing really is the right path for me. =\

I’m tired. Off to bed now. Haven’t touch my bed at before 12am for a long time. I can’t exactly remember when that was though. Giving tuition tomorrow and the day after. Frankly speaking, I’m not looking forward to it. A straight A student who can’t tutor at all. How funny.  And I’m worried too. Worried that I’ll get raped even though I have neither the looks or the figure. HAHAHA. But yeah, call me a conservative, but I don’t really feel comfortable in a house with guys. Guys who are totally strangers.

Suddenly…. I wish I could just head for the bookshop and start renting tons of books. I’m not exactly an avid reader but it takes things off my mind. And I’m improving (hohoho, I doubt it actually) my vocabulary! Yay (:

HAHAHA! I’ve gotten myself addicted to Facebook!!! =D

Hello mummy.

I’m sticking to my tuition no matter what you think of it and it’s potential implications (health, apparently). SO DON’T BLOODY THINK YOU CAN CHANGE MY MIND BY SAYING YOU’LL GET STRESSED. Seriously, for what? Yes yes, I do skip dinner. But that’s only twice a week. I used to skip dinner EVERY DAY when I was mugging for exams and tests. BUT I KEPT IT A SECRET FROM YOU. And look, I’m fine. Maybe the signs will start to show when I age progressively BUT, I meant it when I say I want to die by 60. I really do, just that everyone takes it as a joke.

Funny eh, no one believes what I say and thinks I’m joking when I’m not. I think jiaying is right. I’m going through my “rebellious age” at 19. How slow. Maybe puberty will kick in a few years down the road =X

Anyway, lim jiaying you’re awesome (: Thanks for helping me see things in a different perspective!

Hello to the person who commented (: I would really appreciate if you use another name due to the ambiguity it might cause. Heehee. But yah, I do agree with what you. Dying is hard. I think my tears would have run dry and I’m still alive on this world.

Anyway, I’m going to teach tuition! =D To 3 secondary school kids. I’m kind of apprehensive about it though. 2 hours per student. 6 hours in total. 24 hours a month. 200 bucks per student per month which means 600 a month (: I’m happy.

But I want to do a good job out of it. And I’m teaching math and science. Oh my god. I’m going to start reading up cumbersome volumes of textbooks from now on. (Like I have the time to do so =P)

On the other hand, I’m superbly tired. Shuttling between the hospital, work and now tuition. But at least it takes my mind off many other things.

Oh yah, I learnt something new a couple of days ago. I learnt how to pay my library fine by using the machine there. (: Pretty cool, eh? I never knew how to use it before.

Edit. Aiya. I think I might be wrong. I think there’s more than 3 students… -_- I better ask properly (even though I readily and without hesitation, agreed to teach ALL the secondary 2, 3 and 4 students. Stupid me.)

Edit: Happy birthday Lin Lin =D I’ll try to convince mummy to let me go Australia and visit you in July

I just wanted to test the split tag. =)

Teenage angst entry beneath the cut.

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