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The fact that I’m actually blogging proves that something went wrong again.

I COMMITTED ANOTHER GRAVE MISTAKE FOR THE THIRD TIME. Not once but this is the THIRD time! And it’s such a SIMPLE job yet I’m so INCOMPETENT.

I’m a DISGRACE to my Aunt! (Note: She’s the one who got me this job and besides, she work in the same department as I do) Such a failure in life, aren’t I?

So tomorrow I’ll have to face the music, or should I say the amount of scoldings I’ll have to endure tomorrow. Sometimes, I wish I’m a dishonest sneaky person. Unfortunately GUILT plays a pivotal role.

But, THANK YOU Teo Shi Hua!!! *hugs* Thank you for calling me :) It cheered me up considerably but just that the thought of owning up to my mistake and looking at the irritated faces of the colleagues just make me shudder with fear.

I doubt any of my colleagues will see this since they’re busy and “busy” but, I’m very sorry Kelly, Uncle Tan and Mdm Leong! :( I hope you all will forgive me for all the troubles I brought and thank you for all of your patience! I’m aware that they’re running thin though…

I AM SUCH A COWARD ):

My supervisor got scolded because of ME. Her boss literally raised his voice against her. AND IT’S MY FAULT. But my supervisor said it’s okay. :( :( :( :( :( :(

I wish I can kill myself.