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Scholarship applications are such a hassle especially when you do it last minute.

I’ve never been so serious about anything before. I’m actually trying to preempt and think about the possible questions which the panel of “judges” will ask. But before that, I have to send out scholarship applications first -_-  And it sucks when I didn’t keep track of anything during my 4 years in secondary school and 2 years in junior college. Worse, I don’t have impressive co-curricular records. Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. I mean, I took part in only 1 national competition and got back a certificate of participation. =_=

Then comes to something which I’ve never regarded as important - testimonials. Eeeeeek. If I ever knew testimonials were so important, I would not have skipped almost every single Physics lecture and tutorial!! And now I *think* I have a disgraceful demerit point. Meh. ): I shall not not not get a testimonial from my Physics teacher. God knows what she’ll write for me.

Anyway I hope none of the scholarship providers will see this otherwise I’ll really have to dig a hole and hide. Mwahahahaha!

Frankly speaking, it’s quite hard to decide what you’re going to take in university as you need to balance between the passion of your life and practicality. And the passion of my life is to laze around. Nothing beats the excitement I get when lazing around. So you see, it is tough for me to decide what I wish to take in university.

And my grades are…good. But there’s nothing I can say since my result is like the mirror image of almost all my relatives’ ones.